There are energies too complex to put into words

without sounding like a dimwit

who's lost all his cords

Like, how do I share

that I'd rather not share

for no reason other

than "the 'umph' just ain't there"

And how do I say,

at the end of the day,

that things are too complex,

for me to really say

how I feel and why

and when and where

and oh boy

this sharing thing

I'm not--

I don't--

Not fair.